‘Change’ one word that I have been literally living for the past 6 months. Self, relations, family, nature, everything seem to be changing. That concept called ‘I’ or ‘You’ never actually exists. What ‘I’ am or ‘You’ are today could be someone just contrary tomorrow.
You take new steps in life and the side effects are new permutation and combinations of relationships, of emotions around you. In fact new permutatoin snad combinations of your own self. I was always scared of becoming one like Sujs but looks like it is inevitable, nevertheless I will try not to be one. But everything around provokes…words I hear, reactions I encounter..this person within is changing fast..is getting lonelier everyday…and I am watching it all..
But all hasn’t changed..may be somethings will never…there’s still that girl that dreams, that believes, that hopes…probably that nothing change..I still believe we will live my dream oneday..a day when all is settled and at peace…the day when everything is clear and ‘ok’…i still believe it will come and i shall wait…